Merlin, my darling boy. 4 years have passed since you were so cruelly torn from me. Every heartbeat I feel the pain. Every breath I'm crushed again. I close my eyes and see you again. I open them but you're not there. My soul is torn in two. It will only be healed when we are together again. You sent me an angel, her name is Morgana. I love her so very dearly, But she just isn't you....... 😭💔🌈🐾🙏